Date: 10/12/2010

the T or not the T?

That is the question. My dosage got changed recently. Well not the dosage as such, just how frequent. It always was every 21days. Since my T levels had dropped it got changed to every 18days (with 3 shots 2weeks apart to boost it up). I've noticed a few different things about myself since this has happened. *I'm wanting to enrol in a bricklaying course (it's more blokier than gender-nuetral security work). *I've been extra smiley at older females lately (aka cougars). * I've been drinking A LOT more than usual. *I'm running out of patience with my dog, she seems to be getting told off a lot. *I've been drinking while driving and not giving a shit. This was something I was always totally against. Not DRUNK driving though. *I just walked outside and it's raining and I wanted to go back in, grab my keys and go have fun in my car on the wet road. *I'm emotionally moving further away from my dad. If I didn't live at home I'd probably never talk to him again *I want to learn how to fight so I can beat people up. ///I dunno what's going on & why my morals/behaivour is changing. But I'd be too scared to mention it to my psychs incase they take me off T because I'm becoming too reckless???


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